and she said.. "how you interpret the dream is probably more important than the dream itself"

i complain a lot, huh? it's the blog thing. it's a ranting mechanism. it's narcissiticly satisfying.. but as one friend says: you choose your energy, your path and all that.. he's a funny fuck, always getting drunk and rambling but saying some good shit. regardless, it's boring i think.. boring to complain in too deep a way. boring to fill the space with negative thoughts. i mean, being irritated with a incorrect phone bill is one thing.. being boring and depressive all the time is something completely different.. especially when it's not me. it's not me at all.. actually, i might be one of the happier people i know.. so why the complaining?

I think blogs are full of complaining because it ellicits passion. Either you write about your interests or you write about what makes you mad. for some, that's the same thing. tony gets going like a motherfucker on politics and i think it's great. whatever fires you up.. but some people - a lot of people - the real passion comes in getting cut off on the highway or being on hold for 5 hours and hey, who the hell can blame them? So it's no surprise about blogs and their general ranting line..

but no more here. i've said it before, so i shouldn't say it again.. but i think i've made progress since last time. as anti often says "you sound like a crybaby" because i DO sound like a crybaby. and fuck it, maybe i AM one. who cares, suck my dick... or some shit like that anyway.

yah. so, i'm done. ima go watch some adult swim.