Sometimes I tell myself that I am going to get up early in the morning and go do the chores I gotta do with the freshness of a new day. Sometimes I convince myself that I am going to go through my whole closet, room, apartment.. even my entire town - clean the whole goddamn thing up in a single swoop, or a sweep of the broom. Sometimes, when I'm feeling motivated and positive, almost optimistic in a way that is unexplainable, I find all of the answers to all of the questions just lying there right in front of me. Sometimes, I lose them.
Sometimes I just do a horrible job at cropping.
Losing an answer is like loosing anything else - there is a possibility that you can find it again but it all has a lot to do with how hard you want it, how hard you try.
Sometimes I tell myself that I want it: real bad. I tell myself that I sometimes have to try hard to get it.
Sometimes I don't.
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